I am one who has spent a fairly long and dangerous time thinking that God clearly did not hear my prayers. Especially in 2017 when everyone, and I do mean EVERYONE, seemed to be reaching their goals and dreams. I myself was cleaning toilets after people. I spent time unemployed and single struggling to make … Continue reading I thought God was DEAF….
24 & Counting – LATE POST
Everytime we turn an age, there is a bit a fear...you count all the things you were planning to do and you compare it to what you have done. Here is a bit of my mind turning 24.
A Heart That Gives
Often times I wonder why God gave me the heart that He did. I sit and I get so tired of constantly offering up my heart and feeding into people. I'm that friend... I try to be the best person that I can be, always considering other peoples feelings and making sure to never be … Continue reading A Heart That Gives
Who Do You Belong To?- Crossroads Part 1
Trapped between your will and His. Trapped between everything you believe you want and what God wants for you. Convincing yourself that picking what you want is better. Uncertainty of loving someone who hasn't exactly helped you be better like you thought Have you ever sat and saw the life you want laid before you. Has … Continue reading Who Do You Belong To?- Crossroads Part 1
Burn
Burn it to ashes If it burns I will watch with sadness in my heart as the cut from this heartbreak iscauterized by the fire He sets aflame. If it burns I won't feel your love engulf me in its arms, holding me close. Whispering I love yous. If it burns I will not taste … Continue reading Burn
Open Heart Surgery
You are like the surgeon who is botching his first open heart surgery Walk in, hands ready to press into the walls of my chest cavity, ready to expose the most inner parts of my heart, You said trust me as you put me to sleep with soothing words of i love you's, and promises … Continue reading Open Heart Surgery
Overcoming Adversity
Everyone alive has experienced adversity. You may have faced a struggle with your family. Might not know how to pay rent. Your best friend has distanced themselves from you. The relationship/marriage you worked so hard to maintain has gone ablaze. It seems that life continues to kick you while you are down. Adversity will come, … Continue reading Overcoming Adversity
Who is Your Master?
Have you ever asked God for something really really important. You start behaving well because you think with good behaviour God will see things your way. You think okay God I am going to follow the rules that I know you have set previously and I am going to sit and behave because I have … Continue reading Who is Your Master?
Dear God, Is He Mine??
Dear God, say something.
Nothing To Stand On But Water
Have you ever reached a point in life where God's promises seem too impossible. You start to wonder if all these things God has said are in fact God speaking or you setting up your own story for the masses. You will wake up one day and believe for a few minutes that yes this … Continue reading Nothing To Stand On But Water